What a Day!

If I were a dog I would be chasing my tail. And half way through the trip I would forget what direction I was going or what I was doing and start again going the other direction. Do I quit or do I stay? Why do I nag my friends. Want more than they can give. Forgive me my friends. I am lonely. Not really concerned about the future and how I will take care of myself. It seems pointless to worry. I wish it were clear what I will be doing about my job. No one will make the decision for me but me.