It was 104 here today and I am lazy when it is that hot. It is odd being single after being married for so long. I miss having someone to talk to but I don't miss the disrespect. I have no clue how to date or to meet men. Do they just knock on your door? If so then they only come when I am not home. I have been searching for my silverware for a few days. Maybe I don't want to find it because I might have to cook.