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Dear T,
Why do I miss you so much? I only knew you for about a month. We met on the internet and our first encounter was a bar. You were my first date since my divorce. You were a surprise. A nice surprise. I had decided that somehow I was going to be kissed even before I met you. it had been so long since I had been kissed. You so politely asked if you could kiss me and I said yes. So nice, so sweet. For 3 hours we talked and kissed and I woke up for the first time in years. I was Sleeping Beauty and you were my prince. But, there is always a but, I couldn't handle all the mental and emotional feelings that were unleashed. I pushed you away. I talked to much and reacted too strongly. And now you won't speak to me. I hear music and think of you and tears drip down my cheeks. I miss your kisses. Your teasing. Our drives. I miss you. Good-bye T. Thank you for waking me from a dead sleep.
E