April

I am tired today. I traveled for 13 hours yesterday in airports on airplanes and then drove myself home from the airport. I worked 6 hours and picked up Brinkley from the kennel. He will sleep for 2 days. Today was a beautiful day. Perfect weather. I think I am a very spoiled woman living in No Cal. I am thinking of moving. The place I want to move is also beautiful in a different way. In Washington it is always green and mountains will surround me. The people in Vancouver don't care what kind of car you drive or if you are wearing the newest styles. The men wear flannel shirts and baseball hats. But am I brave enough to sell everything I own and move to a city where I only know 3 people? And then find a job that will pay me enough to live? My attorney said I needed to find myself a husband to support me. But do I get married to someone just because I can't afford to take care of myself? Seems like a stupid reason to marry someone to me. If I get married again I want to be in love with that person. I would like to respect him and for him to respect me. I would want to trust that what he says is what he means. I want someone I can fall asleep with holding me. Who laughs and cries with me. Is there someone out there like that? If so will you call me?