Thoughts

I am in a melancholy mood. I got an email from my ex explaining how our getting along at David's graduation would make David happy. I know that but the thought of being in a stadium or the Lincoln Center or in a restaurant with him and his new wife makes me sad. Oh if I could just not have to have any presence of him in my life. Life would be so good. It is good. Until a situation like this shows up. I know I just need to suck it up. Put on my big girl panties and accept the hand life has dealt for me. I am going to shelf my feelings and move on. I have a fun week and weekend ahead of me. Full of laughter and fresh air and kisses. Tomorrow is the 15th and we have a party at work. Life is good. Life is good. Life is good.